Lonely is a man without love

well, i shouldn't miss out on the fun of posting something about today. It totally kick-ass and nothing bad really happened.
Oh thanks god my sis followed me to meet the parents(sister) session. Whats wrong? seeing someone not much taller or look any older is my mum LOL naive little kids thats my sister! It was cool , having Ms Chew talking to her about me, two ladies talking about me, COOL! she wants me to aim for A maths, and i was like 'what?!?' u want me to jump 2 grades and take that super hard subject? Fine then -_-
Luckily we were one of the first to go, that gives me more time to sleep before going to Ikea for lunch! i know it sounds cheap but i love it there. Jezlie gave me a whole lotta trouble, not going to talk about that irritating thing >: ( This day seems so long that i thought we were already in Sunday. Ahhh freak, i'm going to sleep till the afternoon again and then go out and tmr will be over, then the Monday blues will come and i will feel like 'aww freak, school in holidays -_-'
This is the things i CAN'T do in the holidays :
1) leave a sexy long hair that will be cut nearing the end of the holiday.
2) leave all the homeworks till the last minute
3) sleep and play everyday
4) go out with friends more often
5) Overseas trips
6) Complain about life


AHHHHHHHHH
thats my life, often i call people to deal with it, now i'm trying to deal with mine -_-

BLAH!

i can stay at home and sort of 'rot' but i seriously can't have a headache again cuz it costs me some of my exam marks soooo........imma play basket-ball! BYEEEE


unfortunately by myself =(




BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe

Temptations

Tempted to post this because i am freaking pissed off right now.
i tried my best to help u, u just don't know what are u going to do in the future when everybody's with a degree and you're with a mop and a silly looking cap. Just because you're not good at something doesn't mean you're always going to be that way, if you improve and work harder, you'll surely succeed and letting one person upset you is fucking retard. Giving up half-way is even more stupid, you started it and you've gotta end it somehow ,quitting because you're pissed off by her is a stupid excuse.

If you've really drag me down to a certain extend, don't ever talk to me or expect me to give u a smile cuz all u deserve is a slap in the face to wake your bloody idea. ASSHOLE

glad that's over, okay never mind now, back to the cheerful, happy and fun self...hopefully
(just to throw a tantrum, don't take the name callings to seriously)






HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
!FUCK!
>: (

never new i could feel like this, like i've never seen the skies before

after than exhausting training, i wanted to sleep at ten but was pushed forward cuz my cozy bed was beside me and it was totally irresistible.
Denesh was late.... AGAIN.... he had me waiting for quite long and then we left for training. Oh god, i totally forget a lot of things then and sometimes i was walking around looking damn blur. And... i had the best day of my life, i just found out that i have to stay back everyday after the holiday to study for 3 hours or something, just because my coach says that he wants us to study well and not let vb be a burden to our studies -_-
think about it, its worst then having 4 times training a week and plus i don't get to go anywhere after school, even the movies will be sold out by then, fuck.

What's up with the results?

Hey.... Guess i should not boast cuz people are getting sensitive. everyday seems so lifeless, play, learn, and sleep, nothing exciting because the dread i'm thinking of is coming and people would be like 'yeah holidays are coming! yeah play all day' F no. i can't, booking a court even failed and i thought that would bring back the interest that drives me playing the game but no, it just have to be fully booked, crap.

Yes, i'm happy with my results, either way, i'm still not getting a freaking new phone. My phobia of losing a phone again still haunts me and after the third time i really feel like slapping myself right in the face. i don't need help slapping, touch my face, your dick's gone

please do not silent read, at least a tag would do

Oh So Compelling

ohhh yeah its after the exams i'm having so much fun!(sarcasm - being sarcastic)
No, no no no no no! this is one of the times when i really feel like going home after the last paper and just sleep and rest my butt off, but i could not betray all my hard work by rewarding it with just sleep, even the nerdiest person in my class have something to play while all i have is FACEBOOK!
It may take me a while to figure out a plan but i will! i will do it!







my courage level is freaking low, sorry!

Papers

had geog and lit paper yesterday, geog: i think i will do reasonably well, to the fact that MsChew asked us to fill in all the lines i really did and all the questions were....not difficult,after copying the notes/memorising them 2-3 times. Lit: after the first poem, i thought i had an hour and a half to complete the merchant of Venice part, i was sooo wrong, thirty mins left, i found out that there was a bird poem at the back and i rushed through my work -_-
depressing to see find out that i have to rush, normally i only have to on Chines and Mathematics paper, not other subjects, oh well, i wrote 2 and 1/2 page without leaving any lines COOL! Ms Jaz is right, drama should be part of the exam.....

How I Spend My Day

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE........ CHELSEA WON! 8 - 0
well i may always catch the matches but i do listen to the news and this was one of the few times where i sit down and watch the Chelsea match( i went to do my hwk occasionally of course) i seriously need to find a hobby, the only thing i do at home is either homework of FaceBook all day, i had the whole full day yesterday to do something useful instead i Facebook for a hour then i started to search for Adam Lambert for my folder in my Itunes and documents. I sort of considered playing BlackShot but i made a promise to myself that i will play it after the exams are over and until then, i guess its just study study study all day for me!

Have fun! stay out of trouble! (quote from Ms Jaz)



BYEEE

Don't wanna hear you, wanna be near you

i always had a problem that always begun when its nearing exams.... I've no idea why i would feel like playing and doing totally ridiculous things instead of studying MORE. i emphasize the word MORE cuz i do and had studied just that my father would say so you sure there's nothing else to study? His sarcastic tone just defeats all my excuses that were about to come out.

Moving on, the book which i just borrowed, you know, ordinary boy(previous post), well i read finished it in like two days, but i only needed four hours on each day to finish, i was hopping for a fourth chapter and sharks, the writer did not continue what i think the most interesting book of my P6 life.
Okay no compo post for today the END!
MRS PANG FOREVER!!!


dude you're the gay



BYEEEEEEEEEEEE

disconcerted

Having to be born as the youngest in a family has really more advantages! Like i can know firsthand what its like in 'O' Levels and they can help me plan my way through. Though now, i am still stressing over whether to take A-maths if i can in the of the year and many discouraged me to not take that sub. But on the other hand, i have my brother who took A-maths and got A2(OMG so envious!!) who can teach me. Argh! POA my second brother has notes to help me and he too scored well for that sub. But D'n'T, my school has done like extremely well and it gives me a higher chance of getting high marks for it. OMG i can't choose! (don't comment this on the tagboard)

Argh stresss..... I just got the third edition of Ordinary Boy - The great powers outage (the book i've been waiting since forever - P6) and i gotta tell devin bout' it cuz he too reads the first two edition and imma brag a lot about it in front of him HAHA

I had my geog paper back and i am truly unhappy, though 20/25 is quite high, i seriously don't believe that i can't score almost perfect and no i'm not bragging just that i feel i'm deserving more than that with hours of reading and practice. SHIT! - we have to memorize the exact rainfall , temp. , etc. of some countries and it seriously sucks try that and memorize more stuff like science formulas, maths equations and DnT theory, luckily i can cope HAHAHAHA so easy copy 10 times of these and its forever engraved in my head like a tatoo expect it does not give an impression of a gangster.
=)


Join me in my route to success! HAHAHAHAHAHA






BYEEEE